So actually on monday night, baby returned from HK. He gave me a surprise by turning up at my doorstep. I was inside the room & I only knew he was here for like 5 mins alr. Haha! He bought me stuff, they're sweet! But I can't wear the shorts he bought. I'm not that slim to fit in that shorts my dear :\ Well, the next day, I had combined science papers so I really had to study hard for it. So I practically ask baby to leave. I hate myself actually for doing that. He left & I cried. Not long, he came back again. After a while bcos of some things, he was really angry, he just left. I was crying & crying. I called tim & we talked. Sometimes, I just wish baby would understand that my N levels are very crucial, I really have to do well for it.
On tuesday, had chem & physics paper. I alr knew I could not score well. I just so wanted to break down & cry. After the paper, headed down to Jack's Place at recreation centre to eat with vic & wolfgang. The bill was so cheap! Then, followed them to go bowling, I didn't bowl cos I didn't wanna spoil my nails :D We walked all the way to the bus interchange, it was so far I tell you! Bused home with wolfgang. In the evening, went to meet tim at town. Went to have dinner. & we actually cabbed from cine to far east, so insane! It always seemed that he can communicate well with cab drivers. Hang arnd for awhile & we went our separate ways.
Yesterday, baby came over in the morning. He didn't go to school. We headed down to Ikea for a quick bite. Had math paper 2. It was soooo easy! Yayee yayee! (: Came home, washed up & went to meet tim. Studied over at his place. Quarreled with baby & it was just so not good. Thanks tim for comforting me. Baby, you'll know how I feel if you were in my situation. I just hope one day, you'll understand why I have my reasons for doing every single thing. Went home arnd 11.30pm & thanks for the cab fare tim! Heee. Was conferencing with girlfriend & tim on the phone while in the cab. Reached home, bathed & started studying. Unknowingly, my eyes just close. I was supposed to wake up at 2.30am to study but in the end, I woke up at 5am. I started panicking, I just read through a few chapters. I was so scared.
Met girlfriend, atikah, jingjie, sze & wolfgang at the bus stop today. We were revising history. Me & jingjie were like "Fail alr la, don't need to study!" He's such an ass la. Haha! Well, history paper today was difficult, I had no time ): Mr Ow made us stay back cos he said our attire was not in proper. Luckily, I didn't got caught for my hair or anything. Bused home with bev & en. Came home, slept for 5 hours. Finally, I had my sleep! Phewww.. Sort of quarreled with tim actually, ugh I'm sorry alright. Why am I quarreling with pple nowadays! Damn it, I'm so frustrated. The exams are alr giving me pressure & now this. What is this world coming to?
On a lighter note, Mr Ho booked a chalet for us, 4 days 3 nights next week. Relaxation baby! Whooo.. But sadly, it's at changi. But its alright, the location doesn't matter. So when I told my mom I'm having a chalet, she said this-
Mom: "Behave yourself uh, don't anyhow sleep with boys."
Joy: "Crazy, it's my classmates only!"
I'm walking through that door myself
I'm moving on
