Shucks, I've got the worst dream ever last night. I dreamt that me & baby broke up. It was so real & I woke up crying from that dream. Okay, I've been skipping school lately to do my own revision at home & at the library. Went down to the library to study, sis joined me later on. After that, followed baby to the hospital to get something then went to his hse. I was studying & studying. Sigh, I'm feeling the pressure now. Just 6 more days left! The tight schedules are killing me. The daily piles of works is driving me crazy. The thoughts are flooding in my mind. It's a tremendous torture you don't feel. Escape, the word is 'escape'. Flee as far as you can. Trash your thoughts somewhere & never come back again. All the unsettling thoughts are killing me now. All I wanna do now, is to be at the sea side, alone & scream my lungs out! Things just aren't going the way I want it to be. I'm frustrated. Sometimes I feel that I do alot of things, but I'm not even appreciated.
Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. & if you are ever going to have other people trusting you, you must feel that you can trust them, too – even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling. I'm sitting here alone thinking it through trying to convince myself that I'm not losing you.
Just because someone doesn't love you in the way you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they've got. Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to.
I miss lil brittany.
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A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
