Yesterday's chapel was at aldersgate, I was just sleeping away. I'm totally shag these days. Went to LT to go through chinese prelim papers, I did okay & I'm happy. But for overall, my oral pulled my down. Urgh. Miss Thio didn't return us our prelim papers cos she said half the class didn't bring the question paper so she wouldn't give us. Came home, slept & had tuition. She dragged the time la & I was so tired.
Baby didn't come to school today. Got back chemistry prelim papers & I did sooo badly ): Very upsetting. Sigh, but I will buck up! Miss Manu didn't come to school today so we were supposed to do an essay but instead, I was talking non-stop in class. Haha! Went to talk to cikgu after recess. Stayed back after school. Went dover for lunch with en, sha & sze. Then, I went back to sch to study all by myself ): Baby's sick & I know he's feeling super unwell. I really hope he will get well soon. I pray that baby's mom will be alright too. I know she will.
So much praises for you, yet you still continue your same old attitude & behaviour. Why? I tried, I tried to do my best to change you. I can't, I failed. I know how you're like, you have your own mindset & no one can go against you. I want the best for you, but nothing is working out. Is love blind? I guess so. Endless persuasion don't get through you. You have lots of potential but why are you wasting them? Sometimes, I really don't know what's going on in your mind. I don't even know whether you know what you're doing might bring harm to you. I care for you, that's why I did so much for you. If you really can't see that, I'm lost for words. Think about it okay. Patience is what I must have I'll say. I'm sure God will be there to help me through too! I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Ps. Once again I'm saying, this is my blog. I blog what I want & what I like. I post what I want & what I like. I do not need anyone to tell me to take it off or whatsoever. Hello? I have my own free will to do anything. Go spread gossips about me, I don't care. Oh adults please.. Open up a lil & you'll understand the life of a teenager.
Bags designed especially for Mr Ho & Cikgu.
Aww, sha goes "gaga" over him all the time!
I catch my breath
& fall in love again
