ROAR! Life has been pretty hectic for me. I'm feeling the stress now that the prelims are approaching! My throat hurt so badly in the morning. Math was just normal, did worksheets. Walked past baby's class while going for chem & I saw him sleeping so soundly! Omg, I told his friends to wake him up la. Haiyoo, he still can sleep until so nice like that. No matter how tired I am, I never sleep in class. Haha [: Miss Tai sent en out of the class so I sat with liangfu instead for chinese. F&N was just plain boring but talking to my darlings aint that bad after all. After school, studied a lil with en & tim. Then, we headed to holland. Baby & tim joined us soon after. We studied & talked. I saw baby off cos I didn't want to go home early. After he left, I just cried. I was damn sad, I called en. I was just feeling so different, I always wonder if he knew how I really feel deep inside. Sigh ): Came home & saw the fireworks from my hse. I wish baby's fine, I hope he'll get enough rest tonight.
It's all because of you, I'm doing all the things I would not do. I've come so far I don't think I'll recover. Now everybody in the world can see that you've become the biggest part of me. & I could never leave you for another. One thing I'm sure of, is that I'll love you boy just as much as before. He may not be perfect to any of you, but he'll always be perfect to me in my eyes. He lighted up my life, & things wouldn't be the same if living is without him.
Life may be difficult, but like my family always say, no matter how hard life may get, we must always be thankful that we are in this world living our life, & that God make it such. Cos He didn't promise days without sunshine, but he did promise us that he'll be there holding an umbrella during rainy days.. & I'm sure of that.
You swept my feet right off the ground
You're the love I found
