Today was just -censored-. Woke up in the morning, with my left ear swollen. While walking up to my locker, saw him. While going down, saw him again & he said the same thing he had been saying for more than 10 times. He might not know that those words could actually cut me real deep inside. If he had actually love me still, I know he won't even say those words. I couldn't take it, I cried in the hall before flag raising. Thank God he wasn't there yet, I don't need sympathy from anyone. I love muffins! (: Had no appetite, so ate just porridge during free period. Went to the library during recess. I kept looking down at him from the 3rd level for like 10mins, but I guess he did not notice me. But it's alright. Seeing him happy, makes me happy too! 4 periods of chinese is a killer! As usual, chatted alot with en, damn funny. She always make me laugh la.
After school, went home straight. Did my hmwk, rested a lil & had chinese tuition. So boring! Sigh, was supposed to go see him just now but some stuff cropped up so I couldn't go. I feel really shitty now cos I wanna see him so badly. Ahhh.. I miss him alot & he knows it too! & oh yeah, Izz saw him outside just now. Haha, S'pore's really a small place uh. Babe, I wanna catch up with up soon alright! Love.
I was editing all the farewell photos & I'm beat now, goodnight!
It took away a part of me
But I won't let go
