Today was supposed to be our 20th month anniversary. I'm gonna break down to tears soon. Ahhh..
GB day today, we stand for so long, my legs were aching. I just don't know why Miss Manu doesn't want to off the fan in english class, I was freezing! Me, girlfriend & en didn't go for PE. So I was talking to ch, sigh.. Was hungry but didn't have much appetite so ate porridge. Went to the toilet after that, he was outside. I didn't know how to face him la. After recess, I felt very sleepy alr. Class contact, I teared. Assembled at foyer after sch, me, girlfriend & en changed right after that. Went dover with him & en. Me & en went to Ikea after that, ate meatballs! Yummyy.. I've been there so many times alr la. So we talked abt things, so saddening. I came home, decided to have a nap after so long which I didn't. Somehow, I started crying so badly. I was feeling so uncomfortable. I really really miss him so much la. Does he know it? Can he feel it? ):
I can't undo the past & I don't know what the future holds.
Those black tears, blue eyes, white smiles
I just wanna hide in this puny little cockpit
