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Woke up early today, was rather in a good mood. Got back some exam papers today, did quite alright. Basically, today was good, knowing that I'll be able to see baby after school. I waited, but he was not in sight. I decided to go dover with vic, huda & jingjie. Then, baby called saying he just woke up, I was really sad ): Why wouldn't even he take the effort to come & see me? My hopes were dashed. It was like being kicked in the face. Walked to the bus stop to go home, ryan talked to me & I started tearing, how embarrassing ): Came home, went online. Talked to baby for awhile & he started being so angry. I controlled my emotions, why couldn't you do the same? ): He's not going to talk to me ): If this continue, I'm no long able to endure ): If I knew he weren't coming, I wouldn't have gone to school, be so happy for nothing, & brought the shortbread cookie for him ): I guess I just gotta eat it myself.

You have changed, you have really changed ): What had happened? Hearing the way you talk, makes my heart shatter ): What's wrong? You don't like my God, I didn't even say anything but kept quiet. Why are you being so angry? You're aint the guy I knew last time, the old you was much sweeter. What has got into you? ):

Many pple come to me to share their problems & help them, but I have my problems now too! ): We all break down & cry sometimes. Sometimes out of happiness, sometimes out of sadness. People that seem so solid, so strong, & hard as stone. They seem so full of life like life couldn't be better. Still they have times when they break down. Lets face it we all do >:(

Why am I crying? I wish I knew. What does it mean to cry & be sad but yet perplexed. As I right this, tears flow from my eyes. We all feel pain even the strong break down from time to time. Some of us just hold it in more than others. Sometimes you sacrifice so much just to stay in the light. Even the people who never frown, eventually break down, there is no avoiding >:(



Can we find our way back to each other?

These days are terrible
I can't hold on anymore

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