Yesterday, I chose not to go online. Chem pple was quite a go, I think I'll be able to pass. After the paper, went to Miss Samsiah classroom to talk about the nepal shirt for awhile. She's really nice (: Then, me, wolfgang, en & tim cabbed down to ridout. Well, was supposed to study but queensway pple were f-ing noisy. We decided to leave, we cabbed to tim's hse! Okay seriously, I love his hse. It's a penthouse & it's niceeeee. He & his brother are totally different. He's brother is just weird. Haha! Ordered KFC to tim's hse, went up to the top to eat. Studied very lil & slept for awhile. Woke up, & studied again, though yesterday was unproductive ): But it was really fun at tim's hse. Took photos & videos, so hilarious. Bused home with wolfgang & en. Reached home arnd 8pm. My eyes by then were alr shutting & my brain was like 80% dead. How terrible. Slept early, woke up at 1.30am in the morning to study my math & physics.
Happy birthday sze! Lots of love <3 Girlfriend was sweet, she went home earlier than me but pass me her jacket cos she knew I was freezing in the hall. I love you babe. Saw gerann in the bus, couldn't be bothered. Last paper tmrw, finally.. I know for sure, that all my papers are screwed. Oh my my, I miss baby alot. I have not seen him for 2 days! & we haven't talk much. I'm sure he's really busy too. I'm off to study, tooooodles!
I'm lost for words. I prefer not to say anything. I'll only feel terrible inside. There's so many things I wish I had the courage to say, to express, but what difference does it even make? Can I change something that is going to happen? No. Bottling up my emotions is never good. I'm emo-ing everyday. I feel broken inside but I won't admit. Sometimes I just wna hide cos it's you I miss.I thank God for the many wonderful friends I've got who cares for me. I feel very blessed. I wish he knew how I felt, I wish he knew what I really wanted. All I can do, is cry. It fucking hurts, but tell me, what can I do? Life's never fair. I want a hug!(anybody?) >:(
Tim's hse.
The view from up above.
I'm straight :D
We were supposed to jump.
We were being lock outside & why am I hugging enen!?
I love you bestfriend!
That's tim, me & wolfgang! (:
BREEZER!
In the lift, going home.
Enen & me being locked outside.
Enen made my nose bleed!
Enen & me fooling arnd
Something's getting in the way
Something's about to break
