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Yayeee (: Daddy fetched me to school this morning. He bought sausage mcmuffin for me! Everyone all wanted to eat. Got back report book today. I'm not gonna say my marks, I failed like 3 subjects, very disappointed in myself >:( Don't know how to let my mom sign. Crap! During english lesson, me & bev kept talking. Didn't go for drill practice, went home cos baby was at my hse. He showed me youtube videos, super hilarious! HAHAH :D You never fail to put a smile on my face. Had tuition, ended late cos I've got math test tmrw. I don't wanna fail.

The worse thing I think anyone can ever do to me is to leave me. It feels like you're abandoning me right when I need you the most. All I want from you is understanding. & ignoring me doesn't make it any better. It's a terrible feeling to have when someone turns their back on you. You feel vunerable and nonexistent. It used to be exceedingly difficult for me to keep everything under control when I have a disagreement with someone. But more and more each day, I feel like I'm learning to handle myself a little bit better. I'm evolving. I'm not bitter nor am I scared. I'm superfluous in a graceful, tactful way.

Well, I know you love me baby!
HAHHAAH I can tell {:
Your words & your actions tells it all.

BOY, YOU AMAZE ME!
When I kiss you, fireworks fly, angels
sing with lollipops, dinosaurs cry,
babies all gurgle in laughter
& surprise. Heh! :DDD

I don't know where our journey goes
& how long it will take to unfold.
But as long as we keep this moment shining.
I will be watching over every beat of your heart <3

I will belong to you as long as you
want me to! I LOVE YOU.

I'm sleeping my way out of this one
Trying to forget everything that isn't you