I just couldn't get out of bed this morning, I didn't want to live another day of torment. Oh well, gerann asked me & baby out but I turned him down. I'm sorry. & marcus asked me out for a movie but I turned him down too. I'm sorry. Had tuition just now & decided to change my layout, was getting sick of the old one. So yeah, a colourful one instead uh (: I ought to stay away from the comp, it's addictive.
The moments in our lives make us. Would you take it to be the truth? Would a series of memories from the past haunt you, hurling 'what ifs' at the heart you're mending? We drown ourselves in our own hurt, hanging onto a string, detached from hope. What if we could know, or become, what could have been? Its just one of those phases, where one can't resist the raging slew of thoughts, which lead to emotion. We've got too much hidden under our sleeve anyway, what's another heartache?
My grades seemed to have surrogate themselves into a portion of what I've didn't hoped for, even though I'm struggling to cope. It's the reality of it all, unfortunately. We crash, just like the waves. If you could go back & change one thing in your life, would you? & if you did, would what could have been, be? Or would lies give you the heartache to continue holding on?
When I love, I love hard. Is that considered a downfall? We all have our personal pros & cons of thyself. It takes far more character & maturity to tolerate someone's faults than to capitalize on them.
ps. If anyone knows a girl by the name of SHERLYN LIM HUI TING do contact me asap. Thank you.
There I was
Slurring thoughts till I bled
