This is gonna be damn wordy post. I'll find time to upload the pictures.
Friday, work was terrible. Felt super exhausted so didn't make much sales. A freaky thing happened to me during my break. A bought food & went down to sit & this cleaner was had his eyes fixed on me non stop even when I eat! I turned to look at him & he still was looking at me. Then, he left & he appeared 5mins later standing a lil far away but directly in front of me. I swear it gave me goosebumps. I started to yawn & he did the same too & gave that smirk on his face. From that moment, I was so freaking scared. Ahhh.. I'm so afraid to go back to that place for my break again. Humph..
Came home & did my nails. Loveeeee it, I think its really pretty! (: Olivia told me they shifted our position to the top level. I'm so pissed off. I don't wna work there! I alrdy have fun with my colleagues below, they make time pass rly fast & I can joke with them, now I have no one ): Really really sad.. Haiz.
Saturday, dressed like shit & went down to Vivo. Wanted to shop for clothes. Thanks Girlfriend for being a darling to accompany me. Bought things on impulse, roar! After everything, went down to Kembangan. Sister came & Mommy fetched us to Grandmother's place for reunion dinner. Prawns, chili fishballs, chicken wrap, sea cucumber with abalone & scallop, duck, blah blah blah.. Yummy :D Celebrated Grandmother & Brother's birthday too! Both cake were cheese cake, haha! One was from Swissotel, another from Hilton. It was good. Headed back home & went to meet Tim. He came all the way to my place, which I don't know why. He waited for me damn long so I couldn't turn him down, haha! Came back home, packed my room & all.
Sunday, some of my cousins & relatives came over, had steamboat. It was gooood {: Then Daddy came to picked us up & we went for Mass. Headed down to Grammy's place soon after for reunion dinner. Had talks at the dinner table.. We were learning Latin songs from Paul, talked about Harold & Kumar & shows with sexual humor. I think in our family, generation gaps doesn't affect anything because we all can still connect with whatever topic. I am glad (: We also went on speaking if we would rather be a Filipino or Chinese. Haha. Then we talked about our Peranakan roots & started using terms like Nya Nya , Chor Chor . At times I wonder how would things be like if Grandpa was still alive. I am sure he was a great Filipino Spanish man just like Daddy! (:
Having spent the time with the pple I love the most in the world is one of the greatest blessing God could ever shower upon me. After everything, Daddy sent me to Mich's place. Tim was alrdy there, so we talked, played drinking games, drink & all. So some shitty stuff made me really upset, I drank unknowingly more than I told myself not to. Okay, so the good old Joy became stupidly drunk! I can't recall what happened but I know Tim was such a sweetheart, he sent me home, thank you. Thank you for also tolerating my nonsense when I was drunk. Thank you for lending me a shoulder to cry on. Thank you for always lending me a listening ear :D
Mom came home at I think 5 or 6am, she found me lying on the bathroom floor. She thought I fainted or something. I was totally not aware of anything or why I was there at all. But oh well, she obviously know I went drinking. I didn't want to get myself so drunk but just that, unknowingly it just happen when things make you upset.
First day of Chinese New Year at Telok Kurau today! There wasn't really much mood than before though. Ended up falling asleep in Aunt Christine's room. So anyway, collected red packets, yay (: I just came home, supposed to meet Mich but not going anymore. Webcam with Girlfriend just now, I miss her.
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The Perfect Girl
She takes my breath away,
that sparkle in her eye.
If beauty was ever false,
I'd be here to testify.
She redefines elegance,
with lips so gorgeous.
If she ever held a boyfriend interview,
I'd be sure to be there first.
No flower could look nicer,
than the smile planted on her face.
I'd do anything to have,
a gist of what she'll taste.
Hugs to kisses,
embrace to love.
She's my god sent angel,
from heaven above.
She's beauty itself, the reason why there's any meaning to the word at all. She redefines elegance into a new era of grace & exquisiteness. She is a symbol of pulchritude & an enchantment to many.
-Timothy G. Cheang
I just wanna use your love tonight, I don't wanna lose your love tonight.
You're beautiful but you don't even try
Modesty is just so hard to find
